My life revolves around food. Growing it, preparing it, eating it. I even make a living from it. It is the crossroads where sustenance, enjoyment, health, artistry, culture, love, the land, and the plant, animal, and fungi kingdoms all come together, like the ingredients in a divine dish. Food is as close to the sacred as anything in my otherwise secular life. It is how I commune with the world around me.
But it’s been obvious to me for awhile that my approach to food is different from most people’s in the culture I’m embedded in. Usually, this reality recedes into the background, as my own habits don’t seem unusual to me. But when I stay with other people, as I did this past summer, I get a front row glimpse into a food reality that, while foreign to me, seems to be the norm for the vast majority.
My food universe is a reflection of my livelihood as a farmer. If I were to put a chronology to my food philosophy evolution, it would be this:
having a father who enjoyed culinary adventurism (in the 80’s when I grew up, going to a Greek restaurant was exotic) and home cooking, fostering taste buds appreciative of diverse flavours;
in high school, reading about the evils of the industrial meat system, and becoming a vegetarian;
while in university in Vancouver, sharing a backyard with free school radical and author Matt Hern, who introduced me to the world of vegetable gardening;
deciding that one of the main problems with our society was the twin sides of the coin overwork/overconsumption, and committing to spending as little time as possible earning money, which left me plenty of time to grow and cook food, and needing to save money by doing things myself, like homebrewing or baking;
coming across the concept of permaculture, and taking a two week design course, which blew the seemingly simple practice of growing your own food into a whole systems multiverse of revolutionary cultural transformation;
working on several farms, usually as a volunteer, from British Columbia to Newfoundland;
working in the kitchen of the old Chez Eric’s in Wakefield, under the chef’s reign of the great Susan Jessup, who introduced to me the novel idea that meat, when well-sourced, could be ethical, and when well-prepared, could quite possibly be the most divinely delectable thing on the planet, and ditching my previous vegetarianism in favour of an ethical omnivorism.
By the time I was in my early 30’s, my food philosophy was more or less fully formed. It consisted of, as much as possible, growing my own fruits and vegetables, and when not possible, buying local; choosing organic when available; often cooking from scratch; and buying meat and eggs from local and humane farms. When, in my late 30’s, I got the chance to buy a farm and begin my career as a farmer, it was just the culmination of these evolutionary steps.
I’ve called this piece “How to Eat Like a Farmer” because it has a nice ring to it, but the truth is, I only eat like other small-scale organic farmers I know. I don’t think most farmers actually eat like we do. The sad reality is that a lot of farmers don’t even eat what they grow themselves; they’re producing “commodities” for the world market, and often those commodities need to go through some pretty intense processing before they even become somewhat edible (like high-fructose corn syrup), or completely inedible (like ethanol). I might more accurately have called this “How to Eat Like a Farmer (Like Me)” or “How to Eat Like Someone Who Cares About Food”, but they lack the same punch.
Another problem with this piece is how to write it without coming off as a pretentious food snob, judging the poor gastronomic choices of my fellow women and men. I’ll try to diffuse at least some of this critique with the following caveat: I understand and sympathize with the pressures people in our culture are under to make different choices than the ones I’ve made. The convenience, abundance, and cheapness offered by our modern food system is a temptation few can resist in a culture strapped to the wheel of consumerism and overwork. We in North America also don’t have a deep food culture, with culinary traditions stretching back for countless generations, like people do in other parts of the planet not dominated by relatively recent settlers. We are adrift in a world saturated with the latest gadgets, but bereft of connections to a tradition around eating. We are food orphans.
I also realize that not everyone needs to be as obsessed with food as I am. I love everything to do with it, but there are other things worth being obsessed about too (I am told). But we all need to eat every day, and I believe that our culture has a pretty unhealthy relationship with food; it’s improved a lot from the days when Cheez Whiz reigned supreme, but we still have a way to go. I think that if people placed at least a bit higher priority on making time for the procuring, preparing, and consuming of food, it would be healthier for them and the planet.
Despite the above disclaimer, I’ll probably still come off as too precious about my food. Guilty as charged. My apologies if this rubs you the wrong way. I can’t help it.
One final caveat: I’m not a food nutritionist (as you’ll see, I don’t place much stock in their advice), and I’m certainly not a doctor. What follows is simply my approach to food. It’s up to you to determine your own approach, and to what degree it follows expert advice. I certainly believe there is an important role for expert opinion.
Because I tend to write essays whose length tests the patience of most online readers (another failing of mine), and this piece is no exception, I’ve broken this one up into four parts, which I will release gradually in the coming days. Stay tuned for Part 2 coming soon, where I will finally delve into the meat and bones of my food philosophy! Subscribe to get it delivered right into your inbox, and never miss an installment! There are both free and paid subscription options.
Hi Sean. Nice article. Are you still saving your own heritage seeds?
Thanks so much for these reflections Sean. I cannot wait to read your follow up posts on this subject that touches my depths. I have followed a similar path of exploration around food and lifestyle. I feel into what you are sharing when you (putting your neck on the block) use the term "ethical omnivorism". Through my travel experiences (80s and 90s)when I was young (er) I learned more about where my vegetarian/vegan diet was coming from (eg: Avocado, coconut, and almond plantations)....eye opener for sure...hard on the local biodiversity and so industrial ....lacking vitality.
Now with our evolving understanding around food transportation...ponderings on eating more locally..supporting local food producers that I actually can say "Hi" to....encourages an opening to something more holistic. For me, I struggle with killing animals and have for a while now....never liked putting the worm on the hook. BUT...so much to consider here...especially when I feel like taking responsability for my eating/lifestyle habits. Now I feel cornered to consider growing, butchering and eating "ethically raised and killed" meat. Pigs are every bit as sweet as my wonderful dog and can connect on a level that is in the realms of Love (in my experience). Also I feel this particular Love connection with several trees close to me. Trees are extremely slow and I often lack the patience to connect with them...but I feel their life force every bit as much as my dogs and pigs. And some of those beautiful green giants end up in my home as a sturdy timber. And I continue to Love them.
So I feel as a northerner...it is pretty tough to get through the winter...without some yummy fatty Avocados( those perfect Costco ones) or some local pig fat (like my grandmother's vat beside the woodstove). Maybe next year I will go back to the yummy Avocados ....but for now I have been successful in my own little world... eating locally ALL year round (Quebec grown...and mostly within 10 km of where I live. For now that feels good for me.